Chelsea Michelle Janette's Journal

2:14PM - What Do You Have To Say? - Down to the Letter

this is from my best friend greta who lives in italy, and was a foreign exchange student at our high school. her love letter to me when she left to go home. hope you enjoy.

My Dearest Chelsea,
obviously you are the dearest one...
well, i don't know why I'm writing so small, I kinda
Just feel like it...
You are my little wonderful world, what am I supposed to
say to somebody that totally changed me?
Thanks...that's it...
Thanks because you are my biggest hope, my smallest
matter, my best friend, my uniquest(I really
don't know if this exists...) person, my angel,
my star, my favourite singer, my most
incredible actress, my biggest fun, my biggest
fan, my most portable vocabulary,
my most useful adviser, my most beloved,
my most joyful girl, my most always-smiling
person, my most alive creature, my saddest in love
child, my Chelsea.
You meant the world to me since I was here.
You are great. You are what I want my
best friend to be, you are the person
that brought me God, the one who
drove me everywhere, the always-there
smile. The comfort that i was looking
for before going to bed, my laziest friend,
I wonder how HE made you like that...
so full of everything, I can't think
of an adjective that doesn't belong to
you. How can you be the way you are?
How can you make the worst good
and the saddest funniest? Who gave
you all you have inside? Can I
soeak to this creator? you are a dream,
I can't wait to see what the future will
give you, I can't wait for you to be
once again close to me.
I like to think of me and you living together
in Rome, I love to imagine all the
things you are going to do in your life
with the powers you have.
I wished I taped every single moment I spent
with you. I wish I could make you happy
and cast away all the bad that
gives you pain. I hate your tears. But
I love them too, they are the biggest
sign of how much alive you are,
You are not losing you best friend, Don't
speak, I already know what you are
thinking. We see the same. We
have the same DNA. Nothing can
torn us. I hope. Nothing. Distance?
It's so hard sometimes, but then
moments together are the most
unforgettable. You are gifted. Don't
ever try to change. I love the
way you are. even if sometimes it
causes you pain, or caused pain to me
in the past. But that's the PAST. GONE.
Wait and everything's going to be ok. I'm
sorry. I'm sad. I don't want to leave you.
I'll be in your heart and you'll be in mine.
I can't believe the day has come. I love you.
I'm sorry, I love you. Greta

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1:01AM

so i dont want to talk about anything. just in case...

but actually. i will talk about it tomorrow. ha

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3:24AM - tomorrow.

tomorrow is when i will write something i mean.
tonight i am tired and alone and i miss. i miss things.
but what is odd in itself. i dont miss you. the only person i seem to always miss.
youre gone. youre out of me.

and i couldnt be happier about anything else.

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9:17AM

pray for austin mayfield.
he has two hours to live.
and his family.
thanks.

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4:44PM

TODAY IS A WONDERFUL DAY.
AND I AM BLESSED.

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3:33PM - yay!

i am soooo happy right now!
i cant stop smiling!

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12:15AM

i miss me.

&&& i talk too much.

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11:42AM

Merry Christmas.

Joy to the World.

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1:28AM - James Matthew Hardin. Happy Birthday.

Don't Mess Around.

 

( You think Matt got that cool by doing drugs? Think again! )

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1:25PM - RACHEL ANN MULLINS.

( HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLA DONNA )

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11:59PM

Isn't SHE Lovely.

 a pic from her book. she is so cute!

 

 

We are best friends. I decided.

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8:51PM - Everyone. no really if you are reading this. do it!

please tell me:
1. a secret
2. a compliment
3. a non-compliment
4. a love note
6. how old you are
7. how long we've been friends
8. a hint to who you are

remember to make it anonymous, i'll try to guess who you are. :)

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12:10AM

i love stevie!

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4:54PM

Look at these 2!!!! oh. LOVE at it's best

MICHELLE AND CONNIE JAY!!!!

good ol joey. shoot. he is tough.

 and of course tyler. the funniest boy in the WORLD!!!! :)

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11:23AM

( HALLOWEINER! )

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5:31PM - this is perfect. no freakin doubt!

forrest gump is love
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10:49PM - let me see that mo'fo'.

so hannah has a tattoo.
yay for hannah,
am i so glad to be here in tennesee.
yes.
but i miss my lovelies in alabma too.
brittni i cant wait to see you.
im glad to be away for like a second.
hannah. you are beautiful, and wonderful.
thank You God for being too good to me.
amen.

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4:57PM

You are Psalms.


Which book of the Bible are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

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3:55PM - i dont care.

hey im hailey , chelseas friend. hello everyone in livejournal world nice to meet you. love ~ hailey and i guess thats it.

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1:25PM

There may be more to learn from climbing the same mountain a hundred times than by climbing a hundred different mountains.

-Richard Nelson

so maybe this is to us.

maybe we had to climb the same dang mountain a thousand times for a reason. and one day God will show us why.

but not any time soon.

but im gonna go hang out in the field for awhile, and let the mountain be.

i dont know if we'll climb it again. or attempt it, or fail or succeed. but i know im tired. and i know that i just want to dance in the field and be happy. be really happy for right now. and when im climbing all i think about is climbing. so i dont want to climb right now. i want you to know, that i love you, and that im here if you need me, but it can not be the way it is right now. it can not stay like this. God does not want it like this. be happy, and love. smile alot, and jump around. i love you, and ill see ya around.

 

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